#2 Today I’m Grateful For…

After Jessie being really upset I was most grateful that:- she spent some time with a friend today and really enjoyed herself. I've also recently stopped going to the gym after losing trust for a number of reasons, but am grateful to have today found:- a tai chi class on YouTube I really like. It... Continue Reading →

‘The Journey is Never Linear’

I'm feeling pretty shattered at the moment and rather numb. The saying 'the journey is never linear' is so true. The bubble has burst and I'm really not ready to accept it. Nope, nope, nope. Jessie's upward trajectory was going so well, and to sound as catastrophic as it feels, that trajectory has taken a... Continue Reading →

Living as a Lower Class Citizen

There is nothing more demoralising and upsetting than being treated like you don't matter. And when that is the attitude shown by the housing authority we are living under, it's hard to get away from. It's really gotten to me on a number of occasions since living in a Link Housing property, and this time... Continue Reading →

My Final Farewell

This will be my final farewell to you. In your voicemail you told me you wanted to reconnect again, but told me call back or not, either was okay. Jessie doesn't want any contact, and I chose not to respond after the way you behaved last time. I then see a comment and a sad... Continue Reading →

Being True to Your Self Worth

After 46 years I am so glad to finally be aware of my self worth. I seem to be magnet for the takers, manipulators, and users in this world. I'd always blamed myself. I believed that others opinions or treatment of me determined my value. Now I determine my own self worth. I'm aware of... Continue Reading →

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